I know its been a while since I have written anything here. I know I kept saying " I will start writing more I promise." Well I have finally come to the conclusion that for me to vent and feel better about all that is going on in my life, I need to write it down. I can't really keep track of a journal all that well, so this is what I have.
Lets see what all has happened....
- I am officially divorced from Josh. I was skeptical at first as to it being the right decision or not, but now I know it was the correct choice to make. The drama with him hasn't ended, and I'm not sure it will for a very long time.
- Kayden is One! Walking, kinda talking, and is a bubbly little toddler. Oh and a handful!
- I am getting BACK into things that I enjoy. Cosplay and going to Conventions are a big thing for me. Im also to express myself openly and not have to suppress my nerdy/geeky/fangirl ness!
I have also made a few goals for myself.
1. New job.... Happy to have the one at McDonalds, but unless we go 24 hour and I can get more hours, I need a new job.
2. Learn to drive... yes I know I'm a 21 year old who doesn't drive for shame! Its going to change.
3. Stress less... easier said than done with Josh looming around but darn it I will try!
4. Work out.... be it walking, hiking, running, yoga, or going to a gym some how, I will start working out more.
5. Eat better... this is kinda a big one.. Pre-diabetic... yeah... I know i should eat better but when I work getting 50% off McDonalds... its hard!
6. Be Myself... the most important of all of them... Im done changing myself to make others happy. Don't like me or the choices I'm making.. to bad, so sad!
I am grateful for the new friends in my life, as well as the old ones who have stuck around. To all of you, Thank you!
